I thought I’d never write
here again especially that the last entry was almost three years ago by now,
tho I mentioned before that I can’t keep up more than one blog at a time I love
to look back at the first ever blog that introduced me to some many things, so
many possibilities and a million and one experiences that I keep account
because there’s this blog to remind me how far I’ve been. Far does not mean
success of the blog really but the journey it took me and the happy thought it
brought about.
The blog started because I
really wanted an online journal, the foodie and travel thing actually were just
icings to the cake, what I wanted from the start was to document my life while I’m
still at my stable mind, to recollect bits of my childhood, the awkward teenage
years, my early beginnings at the corporate world and so the mid-life crisis. J
Tho mostly photo essays
and babble then I was dismayed when someone hacked the account and deleted
many parts of my story. You just don’t know how much time I invested and researched
went by to finish a single post. Anyhow, as I begin the third blog at the early
part of the year I realize how blogging has changed me, I learned from my own mistakes
mostly. And it feels good when you realize how you’d become better each day.
Taking it slow. I’d like to but with the recent
bedlam and unpleasantries and loss of a love one I’d like to satiate my need to
express the pain, I need to write more to communicate my thoughts, I need to
keep myself occupied to stop my brain from reeling over and over again on what
happened.
In pain. I am and I don’t
know how soon my road to recovery is.
Lost. I pray night and
day that God will not forsake me at this difficult time that God will lead the
way and carry me should I become weary along the road.
I’d like to believe that I’m
okay each day as I leave home, Christmas is fast approaching, 100 days from now
and people are counting. I’d like to embrace the holiday and be excited as it
come other than there are plenty of issues on my palm and I need brainwaves to sync
right. I’m not allowed to do mistakes.
Enjoy happy days!